Affects of a Special Kind of Love.

Hey there ... well, I'm back.

I'm a six letter word that you think is magic.

Can't handle me, 'cause I can transform you into something tragic.

You tell me you love the feeling?

When your body becomes drunk and others can see it?

I can send you heaven, because 1 drink plus 10 = 11.

Acute Alcohol Posioning is not only what I can do to you.

You survive today, wait till I get to the rest of you

Hey there ... well, I'm back.

I'm a six letter word that you think is magic.

Can't handle me, 'cause I can transform you into something tragic.

You tell me you love the feeling?

When your body becomes drunk and others can see it?

I can send you heaven, because 1 drink plus 10 = 11.

Acute Alcohol Posioning is not only what I can do to you.

You survive today, wait till I get to the rest of you ..

You're sitting there, in that nice chair, drinking it up to impress those who 'care'?

I'm telling you, I'm getting there.

Sucking your body up to what my standards are,

your a teen with a low self-esteem.

So you think I can redeem you?

Oh, honey please, I can kill you.

First, you'll love.

Drink me up, " ou, thats nifty."

First you'll fall into my arms, clumsy as can be.

Stumbling over racks of chairs and friends, and possibly bump into your family.

Speech is slurred, no one is going to hear you out.

Think they care? Sweetie, your skin will break out!

I'm getting there, I'm sucking you up ..

Then 10 years later, every Saturday night,

you're with your drinking buddy, drinking to your delight.

I'm like a drug you can't quit.

I'm the weight around your waste.

See, now, your in Alcoholic Anonoyms seeking for some help,

You've wasted your life on me.

When you speak, the echo of alcohol lies beneath your breath.

Oh hail my revenge, I've got you bad!

You try to quit, but there's no way of escaping from me.

I'm you depressant when everything is bad.

I understand your upset, but this way YOUR decision to take this path.

I didn't make the decision to land into your hands one day,

you picked me up to drink the stress away.

Your down to your 'last' beer,

Goodnight my love, don't stress about those younger days ..

For I'll be there tommorow morning, relieving your futher pains ...

xo, Alcohol.

Learning to Love

You currently sit in your chair, hoping to find something entertaining.
Something, incredible. Something, out of this world.
You phase to be discovered, but discovery isn't making its way.
So you tell me your stuck in a phase?
"I'm learning to love, so please just take me!"
I'm taking your words, but you just phase me.
This world is bright, this world sees within.
It's the power of two people colliding, loving, within.
You say you have it. But, it never really happened.
Its magic; a work of art on a canvas.
Your emotions spread out. Has the paint ran out?
Your discovery is being demolished. Can you handle it?
You speak the words of truth, but no one listens to you.
Your friends of friends who neglect you for what you represent.
They take words out of other peoples mouths.
You really don't know someone before their love runs out.
And, I'm tired of looking two different ways. I'm learning to love but love isn't making its way.
My discovery was to discover you, but you keep hiding away.
Don't be scared, I understand. We've been on different paths, but please,
take me to another time when love used to last!
I can feel sane if you just let it last.
My hearts pumping faster, the paint is almost out,
Lets discover our future together before the love runs out.

Spoken

I've watched so many things in my life slip away.
From the ex boyfriends, to opportunities screaming my name.
I feel ignored in a way .. not in a painful way I might add.
I've been hiding, under this rock of shelter.
Made of fake smiles and unwanted laughter ..
I've built myself on letting myself down too long. Will it stop?
Who knows ..
I am outspoken .. but not for the things I used to be outspoken about.
Maybe you can relate to me?
That day where everything changes.
One day its happiness, the next, denial and anger.
I love my life. I love my friends. I love my soul.
I love everything .. but, something is .. missing.
I send my prayer to you Lord,
With Love, Always,
xoxo - anonymous.