I don't know how.

I'm trying to figure out why I can't get out of this situation. Why, I just can't let you go. I'm so angry but I understand at the same time. I still like you, but as a friend, I loved you. I wish you could forgive me, I've known you for years and I never thought that I would be the one stuck in this situation with you. I can't stop crying, I just never felt so broken.