Spoken

I've watched so many things in my life slip away.
From the ex boyfriends, to opportunities screaming my name.
I feel ignored in a way .. not in a painful way I might add.
I've been hiding, under this rock of shelter.
Made of fake smiles and unwanted laughter ..
I've built myself on letting myself down too long. Will it stop?
Who knows ..
I am outspoken .. but not for the things I used to be outspoken about.
Maybe you can relate to me?
That day where everything changes.
One day its happiness, the next, denial and anger.
I love my life. I love my friends. I love my soul.
I love everything .. but, something is .. missing.
I send my prayer to you Lord,
With Love, Always,
xoxo - anonymous.